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I am a kibitzer
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NASAAN?

Nasaan?
Nasaan ang pag-ibig?
Ako ba ay bulag?
O sadyang bulag lamang ang pag-ibig?

Bigyan ako ng kahit na kaunting awa!
Nang maranasan ko namang ibigin
Kahit na dahil sa awa lang
Alam ko mamahalin mo rin ako

Kanina pa ako nagpapapansin sa’yo
Di mo ba nararamdaman?
O sadyang manhid ka lang?
Hoy, ano?!?

Mahal kaya kita, di mo ba alam?



Prayer for the Youth
(Aired live at Hardin ng Panalangin, Kaagapay ng Sambayanan Radio DZAS 702 on May 29, 2008 at 6:30a.m. You may log on to www.febc.ph)

Oh God of Timothy and Jeremiah, we thank you for the gift of life that opens an opportunity to embrace the beauty of your creation. We feel Your presence in the songs of birds and the sounds of wiggling trees. We feel the warmth of your love in the humble heart of every youth. Dear father, we have proven your faithfulness through the years – since the time of our forefathers up to this time that we are facing many challenges in our church and in our community. Thank you for inspiring our generation to stand out for your honor and glory.

Salamat po sa buhay ng maraming kabataan na patuloy mong ginagamit sa iba’t ibang uri ng paglilingkod para sa iyong ministeryo. Iba’t iba man ang aming mga pangalan at katayuan, kami ay sumasamba at naglilingkod sa iisang Diyos na buhay. Diyos na patuloy at tapat na kumakalinga sa Kanyang mga anak. Hiling po namin na patuloy mo kaming pagpalain at nawa’y maging pagpapala din naman kami sa iba . Gawin mong sagana ang buhay ng bawat kabataan, samahan sila sa kanilang mga paglilingkod at pangunguna. Ang iba man ay nakararanas ng panghahamak dahil sa kanilang pagiging kabataan, hayaan mo po na ang katarungan mo ang s’yang manaig. Makita sa amin hindi ang pagiging bata at mahina, kung hindi ang kakayahan na tumayo sa kung ano ang tama at matuwid. Pagalingin mo po ang mga kapatid namin na may karamdaman at bigat na dinadala dulot ng maraming problema. Sa kabila ng maraming kaguluhan, ang inyo pong pag-ibig at kapayapaan ang patuloy na maghari sa bawat puso.

Pagpalain mo rin po ang aming mga magulang at pamilya. Maging instrumento sila sa paggabay sa aming paglaki, sa pagtugon sa aming mga pangangailangan at paghubog bilang mga responsableng Pilipino at Kristiyano. Gabayan mo po ang mga kabataang studyante, bigyan mo sila ng sapat na katalinuhan at katapatan sa kanilang pag-aaral. Maging ang mga kabataang naghahanapbuhay, lalong higit sila na nasa ibang bansa. Maging larawan po kami ng inyong kapakumbabaan at kahusayan sa lahat ng aming ginagawa at nakakasalamuha araw-araw. At higit sa lahat, magkaroon nawa ng katuparan ang aming maliliit at malalaking mga pangarap hindi lamang para sa aming sarili at pamilya kung hindi maging para sa aming kapwa.

Pawiin nawa ng iyong pag-ibig ang puot at galit. Kung mayroong nasasaktan, ang kalinga mo ang kumupkop sa kanila. Magkaroon ng kasiguruhan ang mga naliligaw at naguguluhan sapagkat alam naming tapat ka sa iyong mga pangako. Bigyan mo ng katarungan ang mga naaapi at naghihirap. Magkaroon ng pagkain ang mga nagugutom. At pag-asa sa mga nawawalan ng loob.

We pray for our church, Oh Lord, continue to help us to do justice and walk humbly in your light. Bless our church workers and leaders, especially the youths, that we may be united not only with Christ but also with one another. Let your words be always upon our lips that we may speak of blessings upon blessings. Forgive us Lord for many times that we have been insensitive to the needs of others and to the present realities that are affecting all of us.

We pray for our beloved Philippines; for our leaders and our people. We pray that you would continue to inspire us to share your love and compassion, that we may be able to make a positive difference in this world. Let you heart be our heart, that we may be able to love even the least and the poor. Your eyes be our eyes that we may see the needs of others and see light even in the darkness. Your hands be our hands that we may be able to do good and share what we have. And you feet be our feet, that we may be able to finish the race and take our own cross.

Lord, let the transformation of this nation start with us, your children. Let worship be a way of life. That everybody may see in us not the world but your kingdom. Lord, we are the youths, your sons and daughters. Bless our generation and the generations that succeed us. Help us to live a life like Jesus.

This is our prayer in the God of all youths, in the mighty name

of Jesus Christ. Amen


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Thursday, March 27, 2008
Kibitzer’s Letter To The Timid

(She is not actually a "shy" type. Forgive the irony, anyway)

 

  

To thee that I always hold with deepest regards,

 

Callous were I over the years. I thought love no more, yet here it comes again. Again? But everything seems too late.  Awful. And so before I let the quicksand eats it up, let me cast my heart's prayer up on the hill. 

 

I never had the nerve to divulge the feelings. I was afraid to be neglected. But to have presumed you loved me (do you still do?) is more than an emotional jeopardy. The pain penetrates through the very nerves of my being. Stirs up my numb hypothalamus. You already got a manly one! Mine is an empty hand. Everything seems late. Every thing seems dark ahead. But don't worry. I understand. I never mean to shatter your beehive.

 

I mastered everything about life. Spent all my time to what I thought were holier than thou. Only to realize that nothing has become of me. Nothing more than the lessons learned. I've taken the feelings for granted. Left it futile. In oblivion. Here we now in separate paths. There's a distance. Even afar.

 

            Your flashing smiles every time busybodies were taunting us. They come across my psyche. Glimpses of yesterday are even passing though my eyes. They do just as quickly as they could. My alter ego can hardly define it. Nor my intuitions can do. To my breath your tears were sharp scythes. And oh, your touch… If only I could bring back time. Only if.

 

It took me to lose you before I realized. But how could I have lost you if you've never been mine. Never will? No. I must believe that fate is subtle. Not actually a mess. What we have today will be different in the hands of tomorrow. Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes unexpected. Even incomprehensible. So who knows, anyway.

 

Letting you know about it would at least ease my burden if not lose the love. Please forgive my lunacy. I just couldn't help so I have it freed.

 

Has it reached you?

Saying I love you will do me no good.

But at least I let you know.

Just in case.

 

                                                                             Sincerely,

 

                                                                                    Kibitzer 


Posted at 04:27 pm by ismaelfisco

Joy
April 1, 2008   06:18 PM PDT
 
Bummer, no? Does she read you, by the way?
busybody
April 1, 2008   08:41 AM PDT
 
Love is like May flower, blooms beautifully. Sometimes an autumn, leaves fall...
Kamanlilikha
March 31, 2008   10:18 AM PDT
 
It takes a deep self to understand the thrilling feelings you have right now... Let every beat of your heart discern God's will for your love life.

You are a wonderful and beautiful person that should never miss the wonder and beauty of God's gift of LOVE.

God's wisdom be upon you as you discover and uncover your inner being .

 

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